I'll never understand you.
And I really don't want to.
Because if I do, I'll probably get too attached and I wouldn't wanna lose you. Plus I don't want to get hurt again since I've already been through that kind of hell. I'm just trying to distant myself away from you, but there's just something about you that keeps pulling me back.
It's a complicated feeling I'm getting. I don't know where it's going, but I sure hope to god that it ain't going to last soon, because this shit is fucking driving me nuts. We've already gone our own separate ways, and you realized that I'm not who you thought I was, but why do you keep trying back when obviously I don't want you to...? And the even bigger question: why do I keep giving in every single time I tell myself not to?
